I am officially done with this tiring, horrible semester....
What a relief!
It’s over… everything’s over!
I am all set to be back home to my parents. To where I belong to all these years. It reminds me that we all just need to get back to basics!
Few hectic months, and I am finally ready to leave. In all seriousness, I am still pondering what to do once I am back…
I am all set now… all packed…
And just...
......chilling.....
I would have to admit that I never get any bouquet before. Trust me, not even when I was in high school. Yes, that is absolutely true. Anyhoo, today I received my first bouquet ever… I had to wait practically for 25 years! LOL… pretty hilarious isn’t it?? Lovely lilies with tulips that have long been a sweet and wonderful way to warm anyone's heart. Well, at least warm to my heart…
Moons ago…or shall I say, twenty five years ago… a strong young lady gave birth to a little girl which we all knew she expected a boy but that was the time I stepped in this world. I was given a decent education. Attended two kindergartens and grew up in a primary school where I made so many friends and well kept till today. At aged of 13, I was sent to an all-girls school Sri Aman. Which 20 minutes is away from home...
The reasons because my parents want me to see the bits of the outside world. My dad had to wake up so early just to make sure I am all set to go and he would drive me all the way to PJ. At times I complaint why must he sent me so far from home, why must I wake up so early just to get to school on time… but did he complaint? Not at all… not even a word but do it willingly. When I looked back at those years, I am just one ungrateful brat.
Soon after I completed my high school, I was so determined to be an architect just like my father. I was sent to a college for my foundation in Arts & Design in order for me to pursue my dream.
The point is that, my parents especially my dad had sacrifice so much for his youngest girl. To him money is not the issue as long as I have a decent and proper education. Nothing compares to his divine love.
Today, I have grown to be a twenty five year old lady. I am still struggling in this harsh world to make my family proud. Truthfully, I haven’t achieved much for now. There are so many paths I haven’t taken, so many obligations to handle and somehow I wished, I am a small girl and walks happily hand in hand with her parents but on the other hand, I am ready to face this challenging world and battle…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! AMINShe is this petite talented girl from
Enjoy this Kantoi song by Zee Avi
Yup! That was what I’d been called today… ‘A Princess’
One of my cousins Irena is officially married to Mr. Feizal. Out of all the cousins, I was the one who weren’t there to witness the whole impeccable ceremony. If only I am done, I would be there in a heart beat.
Anyhow, utterly I was the most excited and happiest person to know that everything was as smooth as planned. Nevertheless, a phone call away is all I did. The simplest thing to do to be “present”. It is always pleasant to hear all the happy voices. I managed to catch up with my two aunts. As always, the question “when’s your turn” had been set in their mind. Well, what can I say? My aunts did an amazing job to make me see the clearer picture just by telling me a sentence. Sentence that made me understand fully if I were in my mum’s shoes…
I know I shouldn’t been blogging at this crucial hours but this is the only thing that can take my mind off my design… loooooooong sigh
I have been eyeing on LV GALLIERA … since I’ve gotten Chanel classic flap as a birthday gift last year, I would love to have a
I have another week to go before my final presentation… then I am off...Weee…
Yesterday’s presentation went real well – yay
Right on, I am trying to clean my fridge filled with food since I have another two more weeks here… hence, I have been cooking like a masterchef in the kitchen with all sorts of menu; nasi kuning (Indonesian cuisine) with chicken rendang, beef steak with mash potatoes and fresh salad, nasi lemak with fried egg and sambal tumis ikan bilis, pajeri terung with sambal tempe goreng and honey chicken. Soon I am planning to cook fish curry or ayam masak merah. I will leave that to my stomach and appetite to decide.
I am pretty exhausted… I have been sleeping less than 8 hours for a week plus… A WEEK! I am fine with it because I know deep within everything will be over sooooon. I’m giving all out till the 11th June. That will determine everything. If my presentation goes well, that would be the best gift on my birthday.
Turning 25 this year isn’t easy. I’m facing with so many tough challenges, rejections and marriage issues in life. My road is quite bumpy at this moment but life goes on. I am not afraid of this fear, because I don’t come this far to become a failure. Within these rough weeks, my families and friends were my strength and back bone because without them I am weak. My supporting parents were all ears to listen to my heavy duty problems, my siblings were my clowns to cheered me up, A was there to help me to get closer to Allah S.W.T, A was the one who motivated me along the way until today. Lastly, Allah was ALL IN ALL… Amin
Ah okay, I don’t have a long wish list for my birthday this year… all I want is LOVE
This song keeps me going for the past few months...
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Jadi pengen nonton lagi nih film itu. baru dengar soundtrack nya dan nonton trailer nya aja dah nyentuh palagi nonton filmnya? ga sabar ne nunguin filmnya. Ga seru kalau di dengarin aja tentang film itu.
I visited the official website, and… and…they will be showing it seluruh Indo tanggal 11 Juni! Which is on my birthday… pffft..
